Today is first day of ramadhan. woke up...eat....like omg, i stuffed myself untiil i need crap plenty of times...heheheh. then went to cousins house for family gathering. lol. so little girls, so many boys....so no choice join boys. its hard to bond with girls. gosh i'm so tomboyish....

When time to break fast, i eat until 3 groups of ppl finish and left. then they commnet " omg, fidah , why eat so slow!!! like this can sleep over here" Then I reply by saying, i savouring the taste mah..

After breakfast. i went over to the massaging chair. lol. i conquer the chair...ppl have to wait in line for their turn. lol. i tried almost all including swedish massage.

listening to 21 Guns by Green day. God, i love em. especially, billie joe armstrong...so nice loh with the hair...ah!!! He sing like so relax...while the others play like so dramatic esp the drummer...

I wanna quit. now. as fast. i can't take it. it just doesn't suit me. i cannot handle it. i can't cope anymore. i'm slipping off the edge.