Let me start this real quick.......AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

So damn tired lorh....just came back from NCC. had PT but lucky no run. or else i'll die instead of fainting again and they'll just cry instead of teasing me. LOL. we so called bond today. me, Jannah,Samirah,Bryan,Sin Ki, Thiru in same group. At first i heard them, talking bout uzair playing soccer in field than kena caught...i joined their conversation then we suddenly changed topic about horny stuff nad i was like, OMG! They spoke my language...the one i tried to hold back...HAHAHA!!!

Then we need do some IFC stuff...leapord crawl baby crawl for day and night, fireman roll and 4 second thing... The leapord crawl i got chosen to do a demo...-_-" then i do like so paisey lorh...feel so noob but eventually got it. anywayyyy, we had to take turns do the action...at first i went first for the leapord crawl...i crawl and then can sia...hahaha...after that i went last or baby crawl. lol. look like idiot sial. so crappy lah that one...then thought us wrongly but nvm..veh funny. after that do the fire man roll...haha. at first saw bryan did it...then i comment"eh, ugly ass sey bryan...." everyone laughed..then thiru's turn...everyone kept saying "spider,spider!" we were laughing sial. lastly is the 4 second dash. WE need to be dramatic and like "jump" before the bomb that was thrown explode. lol. three of us did it together, then in the end sargeant said, me and jannah get injured only samirah safe. like, lol???

After that got competition..LOL. the first one was uneven cause the numbers not accurate. then the second was the real one. lol. We won..LOL. I did quite okay,okay...about average but slow. but i was beating the other guy lol. then the whole part A was quiet. Then SGT Iqbal ask to cheer...we cheered budden very unsincere. he say "SARCASTIC SIAL!" lol. quiet true cause after a few second everyone was back to quiet. haha. at least we won. lol. then i heard someone at the back, Sin Ki, said 'bcos got one girl only mah..." i was like WHAT?! then he smiled onli...LOL. Got PT after that...SGT Khairi said that our standard drop and that if we want to become sissys, go join scouts instead. lucky scouts training on Friday. LOL! after that dismissal parade. only the girls were ready..then SGT Aliff ask one of us to call them to hurry up..then every one was like, go,go,go...in the end, i just want fresh air. i go run....only called out viknesh, irfan, haziq...can't remember the others...lol. then i returned...haish...after that we got dismissed that need to assemble again..lol.

We were like, updating our email address then our SGTs go sing teletubbies song and Zombie song...lol funny...then SGT iqbal gave us, the girls lah, the talk...he call us to motivate the other girls to come NCC. I WANT MORE GIRLS TO BE STAFF SARGEANT! LOL. promised them. but before the talk, SGT Aliff suddenly jumped in and was like singing. the i was like WTF?! Then i heard Irfan complaining, hungry sial. I was like "eh, sialah. batal nanti!" then some of the muslims looked at him. then all of a sudden samirah said that she also complained but she din know it was wrong...then suddenly haziq oso joined in but he already know its wrong...like, whoa...berdose tau haziq!!! LOL. seriously, that guy very small and so cute lah...like baby cute. not handsome cute.

After that we fall in outside NCC room. wait, wait, wait. like dumbass then the others begin to feel restless so we chill...and bond. me, bryan, thiru continued talking horny...then samirah was like complainig that she wants to go home...then i was like pity her cause her house is in BKT PJG...then i shout "WHO WANTS TO BREAK FAST HERE!" all of a sudden thiru make up a lame joke" i'll just throw you down stairs so you will break fast" get it? I do. and its lame... Then i starte to take pic cause nothing to do...ismail was like giving freaking ugly faces....hahaha...

Then, finally get to go home....

Oh yeah, madam shaikhah got angry with our class again cause we misbehave and theres a lot of complains that our class is disruptive..Then Mdm Nora was like came up to our class becouse of the noise levels from 1st floor... She said she wants to reshuffle our seats again. lol . i was laughing on my own thinking bout shuffles. hahaha....

Today is first day of ramadhan. woke up...eat....like omg, i stuffed myself untiil i need crap plenty of times...heheheh. then went to cousins house for family gathering. lol. so little girls, so many boys....so no choice join boys. its hard to bond with girls. gosh i'm so tomboyish....

When time to break fast, i eat until 3 groups of ppl finish and left. then they commnet " omg, fidah , why eat so slow!!! like this can sleep over here" Then I reply by saying, i savouring the taste mah..

After breakfast. i went over to the massaging chair. lol. i conquer the chair...ppl have to wait in line for their turn. lol. i tried almost all including swedish massage.

listening to 21 Guns by Green day. God, i love em. especially, billie joe armstrong...so nice loh with the hair...ah!!! He sing like so relax...while the others play like so dramatic esp the drummer...

I wanna quit. now. as fast. i can't take it. it just doesn't suit me. i cannot handle it. i can't cope anymore. i'm slipping off the edge.

I'm super excited bout the class outing...hehehe. gonna take super2 many pics with sergina and wendy.. LOL

Hopefully i dun become too hungary! Nah, I won't. It's all bout the class bonding baybeh!!!
Budden sec 3 need do the process all over again...diao.

In class...let's see, i was super hyper. Pik Ling was like moody because she got violently abuse by uzair and the two guys in front

Then i came early today...study furiously for maths...then during mt kena scolded cause never complete my composition which will be included in CA2...not giving any damn..just lost interest in malay all of a sudden.

I think i'm getting back my addiction to Naruto...lol. -_-"
Besides, kakashi and sasuke is so hot....eventhough they're just anime.
What's happening to me...

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If my current one nice tell oso hor! So i won't change

AHH!!!! So bored...Suppose to do my hmwk. dunno lah. discussing things. ergh....Suppose to be counted in CA2 or SA2.

Crapped in class with Pik Ling, Yu Xuan and Jian Wen. Keep taking my money lorh!!! since i fasting cannot go berserk. LOL.I used my fake tears to get it back...LOL. taught them how to fake cry...they try. but in the end only get watery eyes.

During C.E we watch videos bout sexy education. all the pervs were like laughing in class bout the part they do the gross stuff -_-"

Then pik ling forgot i fasting and gave me sweet which i oso forgot and accidentally eat. when i remembered, spit it out...

After school, met up with buds. AHAHAHA!!! Saw amalina at first. that was in staircase...she ask me to climb bck up the stairs go with her....

Went down saw jannah and then saw her OMIGOSH! We were like...jannah never see ah?? then we went over to her lalallalal

Went over to yew tee pointyyyy....ew. Pass through the pasar malam. omg...food so nice. i fasting leh. then we went all over the place looking for my pencil box. found one budden still not happpy. wanna look again tomorrow.

LOL. my blogger still coocoo....lame luh this thing. why i try skool one can.

let's see. went to skool late. forced to carry my so called stuff to parade aquare....lol? Pspsps

Then literature-got test. well, to me its a surprise test and as usual, i'm not aware of any test. lol. always last minute study

MT-as usual, bored.....daydream...i think teach saw me daydream..cause i stone and stare at my pencil, then another at clock.

Science- oooo...bad,bad. failed science. 5/20. budden got reason. i nvr come for two days miss alot you know and then suddenly got test when i came bck...just gotta find away to show parents.

Recess-amalina keep randomly appear from nowhere. funny.

English-silent reading, like the good old primary school time...haiz...noob days. then i suddenly remember i din bring DnT books. so i ask pik ling if my reason good...which is. i left my books in the bus in the morning.....
lame excuse.

Art-WOOOOH! Love it. my art sucks though. budden i like the pen thingy. then the instructor like keep observing wat i doing like omg super intimidating...then i learn some things myself sia...i din come last week. then i last minute then finish.FEW!

DnT-I drag walking all over skool. did the model thing. but before that, got touring first. Then need look for cardboard with wendy,sergina, ya yu, sherene. lol. me and wendy purposely waste time. lazy liao.

Life science- din pay much attention. play with wendy alot. then did experiment...make cheeese! then got this stuff which require dirty hands and clean hands. the uzair and gang go disturb say i got dirty hands -.-" at least better than them lorh...wash hands with their own pee. after that got gargling....we use sergina spit. which got all over my workplace and hands....WTH!!!! but nvming...i dun mind. my fren wat...so i just wash off.

LOL! tomorrow gonna fast. last day to payback. woots!!! then on friday gonna have an eating mania with my buds. since the following day will be the start of the ramadhan. which means need go tarawih. see first...

currently at skool lol!!!!
Nothing do...lalallalala

OMG! this song really relates to me..in some kind of way. quite sad. Korea but i'll give you the translation. very meaningful...

Something happen to my heart.

Even though I tell it not to go,
Even though I tell it to stop

My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease

Why is my love like this
One by one, I count and count the memories

My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control

Why can’t I even throw them away
Really, my heart must have done something somehow

I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
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Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken

My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you

Can’t you just tell me?
Even if I hold out my hands,

No matter how much I call out
You’re always far from me

It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t I erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love

Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you

Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop

Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie
That I’m happy if you just smile

Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow
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Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love

Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much

Just one thing, your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me
Can’t you love me

Gosh. today was rough. got caught sleeping in class...like wth. then me and pik ling saw sergina sleeping. lol. nvr got caught. sheesh. then today i fasting oso. gah!!!!

debate with pik ling today bout the "something happen t my heart song" i dunno who won but, obviously me lah! hahaha.

aww.can't forget you nor can i make you mine...

well, kinda bored rite now..

yesterday were loads of fun!! went to skool. EARLY. it was like 7.05 and ppl were like walking in...odd....then i rushed upstairs then saw nabihah and asked her to accompany me buy water cause i still sick. furthermore i just rode my dad's motor..it was so surprisingly cold.

nothing much. MT joined class with express malay. Din bring my wrksht. got away with it without having to sit under brigde in the morning blah blah...then nid do presentation. -___-" like, i go second. whoopeee..................not happy

during presentation teacher had to run of sumwhere. she asked me to find helper...i was looking at jannah and amalina. b4 i knew it, little Ismail came running along. Cb lah! then thats when all Ismail and gang's evil plot comes in. So left me and the class...alone with no teacher. WTF!!! I started my presentation..not even half way, they started their so called kacau-ing...fk lah! So i panicked, i read quickly+softly. by the time i end, teacher came in. YAY! saved!

Anyway, all that ended. school over. then went down to meet jannah, amalina....met saffa while passing the notice board. she called me then we check for updates. all of a sudden, mardu was like "eh rafidah, mane suami kau?"(eh rafidah, where's your husband" oh watever! oh, you mean Taufik Batisah, my husband??? TYTY!!! You are obviously jealous cause my poster is bigger than yours! MUHAHAHAHA!

Then went home, went back to skool. got dikir. practice2 until dunno wat time. went down to beside field. report to sgt iqbal...he ask me to sit one side.....i sat down...then sgt sarah ask why i sat there. then i pointed to sgt iqbal. she ask him why. then he say "ah oklah2 go find a group and join them." I was like -________-"
If amalina were there, she would say "you've been pwned!" like wathell. Then i went to jannah's group. woopee!
Consists of: sharlene,jannah,haikal,haerie,sin ki,hamizah, siti, and that sec2 chinese guy. sorry if i forgot. lol
lets see. when i went there, they were cooking rice. wow. then the girls were brainstorming on what to cook with all the ingredients so i joined the girls instead.sat down. talked, talked. the the rice was ready!!! lol.
then next we cooked chicken and haerie was still blowing the fire and saying he got headache..poor guy lol. then the chinese guy took over. LOL. then i took over. after we cooked, rice, chicken and half cooked scrambled egg. me, the chinese guy and haerie was trying to start the fire... i think. the sgt alif came over with an egg. we were watching him trying to crack the egg with semangat. lol. in the end he did in on the fireplace. nice job on the cracking. -.-" so there goes our fire. after cooking. we went over to the food.

Lol. the girls were letting ma'am try our food. lol. then when i was serving the half-scrambled egg to ma'am which was in a cup lol. she rejects. like duh! the egg was like shit. lol. but surprisingly delicious. then she walks over to the other groups fireplace.

I was still holding the cup of egg. the others were looking and kept asking me to drink it. like omg....i ask "really ah?" like many2 times. but i din. then after that, sharlene added the egg to the rice and chicken and mixed it together. we began to eat. the whole group. then the girls were like taking charge. hahaha. then the boys were like "merajuk"

pity them, let them eat the rest.......but they clean it up. then they were like oioioioioi! Then we eat,eat,eat,eat....suddenly all sgt ask to fall in. we fall in. then ask us to sit at the spot. the spot beside me was like, still got a few hot charcoal. then i tot jannah was beside me..lol turns out to be mardu. lol. he sits and it was hot.HAHAHA! serve him right for disturbing me earlier. then the sgt was talking to us..but i was busy looking at "drug addict"
LOL...cannot resist. hehhe...veh funny.

AAHHHH!!! is it me or is it just my comp spoilt?! Cause blogger is going siao2
Anyhoo......

Today went back to school after a long period of horrendous days not coming to school. Entered class, fourth floor -.-, by the time i reach the fourth level i'm probably sick a gain. WHY MUST THE STAIRS BE SO STEEP??!! continuing, entered class, saw some ppl gathering at my table. at i was like, either they are searching for textbooks they want to "borrow" under my table or they are celebrating my arrival. Shud have not left my books at skool. blah!!!!

history for first two period got history...sleep...sleep. then accidentally wake up....cause i dunno lah some boys in my class make a cheeky sound. teacher got angry. Just do anyhow...immature guys -.-" Not that i expect them be behave like my father....JUST ACT YOUR AGE NOT 8!!!!

CE we prepare for presentation...sit at wendy place near window...then have to sit near vishnu -.- suddenly he active and not emo like last time...LOL. The others except for vishnu who is flirting with the other girls, wrote down the script.

RECESS hmm.....lets see.suddenly my skirt becomes loose. i check...cheyy....the..okay, nvm. Went down to meet jannah and amalina. amalina said i look anaroxic. i was like WTF??!?!?!?!?! then i panicked. i got no appetite to eat. cause sick mah.. so i just drink. if eat wrongly i might get sick-again-then have to go clinic and waste parents' money. so...i'll just eat at home...make sure i eat alot. they say i've so called gotten skinny-er AH!! is that the kind of greeting i shud get after not coming to skool for a long period! After recess over we went to the hall bla bla bla..npcc ppl got called...bla bla bla..went back class have way up the stairs.. some called us back to the hall...CB lah then go back..turns out got some smoking activities la la lah.. and i was coughing...wow got one teacher look at me like siao as if i'm the smoker. just becos i coughed??

Sci was damn boring lah...2 period summore. ZZZZzzzz.....so much activity. ergh! can't sleep. Then the boys-again, got scolded. sheesh. mr lau was scolding and looking at the other side of class while i stare at one corner and my eyes were slowly closing. then need to continue to do work. Boo!

maths was usual at first. mr tan teach us normal stuff. or shud i say new stuff...its bout graph thingy. Then teacher have to stop in between cause my class was like noisy. But maybe i might have contributed to the noise. LOL. i was like singing and playing with yu xuan and jian wen. but at one time mr tan was really pissed/pleased.. i din hear correctly. But i have a feeling it was pissed. he was lecturing scolding us. well it kinnda make sense. LOL?

english was as usual crappy. i can't even remember what we did-.- oh yah, we did assesments.omg..can't we just have lesson. After that skool over. yippee ya yay!

After skool over I decided to skip ICT cause not feeling well...still sick. ):
Then i decided to drink bubble tea but amalina said cannot bring in MRT later kena fine $500..or was that me.... anyhoo. then we went to lot one to eat KFC. yum, yum, yum...then go back..as usual, amalina regretted that she came wif us...wad? then, on the way home while finishing my freaking bubble tea which i've not had for like..long period of time, saw Batrisyia, love her beb...we were like doing sign language to communicate. lol. then all of a sudden a group of matreps were blocking my view of her. i "jeling" them...angry....wats so cool bout them..only know how to attract minahs -_____________-"
Continue the i saw bus coming, i quickly drink the few bits of pearls in my bubble tea and went off for the bus. Me and jannah was like, waiting at the side lines for the queue to end. i ask if i shud cut. She said" wait for the weirdo to pass by" LOL. bad Jannah. So we did. then went into the bus. went into the circle, circle thing. four of us, batrisyia, me, jannah, qarinah was there.
LOL batrisyia and her zss uniform. reminds me of tomatoes..i dunno why. Then i tried to take a sip of batrisyia's peach ice blended. budden the bus driver started to move. i was like, OMG! gonna fall off! O.o
Batrisyia was actually suppose to go some where to make a rollercoaster thingy. wad are they? six? LOSERS! jkjk. JOKING AH!

AH! major headache on me....gonna rest. tomorrow got higher malay project presentation. needa sleep. haven't even prepare script. haiz.....

Currently still sick. at one point my temperature was like 38.9....super2 high seyy.
Ah! i'm sweating at the same time shivering. ISH!
I'm rotting away inside my home. well, at least Simba is here.....
listening to boys like girls' song so freaking nice.
Relates to me somehow...yah to that particuliar person! I hope your reading this you arse!!!

Love Drunk
(hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, but now it's over
(hey! hey! hey! hey!)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
Were spinning round a rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl you make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you ...

I used to be love drunk , but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, but now it's over

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever, but now it's over

Now it's over
Still taste it on my tongue
Now it's over

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OMG! I'm dying here....
Can't download songs....shit.
.........i need someone to help me dl song.

LOLOLOL. tomorrow no skool!!! claps for me! budden this afternoon...hm...fever went up until 38.6. wow. new record.

Gonna start a new tomorrow. dunno why but i keep thinking bout the apocalypse thingy i watched yesterday. gonna repent. i know it sounds lame but....i ain't care.

I heard they got proof that the END will happan in the year 2011. like omfg

So near.AHH!!!!

Putting it aside. gonna panick tomorrow. my sci textbook is under my table. ish. how to do hmwk....

No more to post...gonna sleep..buaii!!!

Argh....blogger is being such a bitch. Can't upload pics loh....Anw,
just came bck from NDP.
Its pretty suckish. bah. saw parade. then concert. lol?
After that go home. Then i all of a sudden think bout Hari Raya Concert. Like omg. need perform dikir barat. T.T
I'll feel so paisey lah!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
ERGH! Summore sit at the front. where almost all can see lah....grumble grumble
Then nid wear track pants. haiz...nbm. i'll just wear black jeans
Oh....yeah...damn those classes are at the front -.-
CBCBCB KNN KNN!!!
erm..wat else ah. oh yeah yesterday we went to bball match. argh...at first was tired but when we reached there, can feel the atmosphere...hmmm....interesting. then when the boys was playing. this number 14 guy rilly stand out sia. he like so tall lah. wonder if he's still growing. oh, and then me and ning huan went to kfc. blah blah blah. then after that went back and my ncc fren was like "hello faint" LOL. i gave him the stare. hahaha!

now bored. then, then, then...

Me and jannah and amalina went to food culture to buy food eat, eat, eat. saw seniors entering, we were like...oh crap. then jannah suddenly lose appetite. so we left. very awkward......................

Argh....so fruatrated lorh....wana use comp oso very hard. need go inside my cousin's sot sot laptop. argh! summore need to find connection which took me like, half an hour. geez. Currently suspicious and even more suspicious.aiyah....nvm. those are just rumors...crap lorh..make up rumors anyhow..now, i'm sweating....ah!!!!

thats all. nothing to post bout.