RAFIDAH's way

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Long time never blog. Lol. just too lazy....i want my blog to die. jkjk!
Nothing much happen, accept micheal jackson died. RIP
just notice he got a miserable life, no proper childhood.
Nothing to blog...lazy...lalalalalalala....
OMG! OMG! Haikal just sms me. He says that his skool carnival, which is west spring,
got invite Sleeq, hady mirza and gurmit singh (is he really a singh??)...T.T
anyway, gtg...tomorrow blog, i promise

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Just came back from PW meeting.

Came late cause of drinking buble tea. Then we start doing our newspaper article...do,do,do then out of nowhere my senior stood out from one corner i was like...LOL? Then Wendy came late...horhor!!! We crap,crap,crap...then saw this guy....ew,ew,ew! smile,smile, kept quiet... feel like shouting smile,smile my ass!!! roll my eyes and continue to crap with wendy and sergina...we talked about shitting in toilet and oso Kim Boem!!!! That cute guy! Then we wrap up our work and went home...well not exactly, only left me, sergina and wendy. wendy bought comics.then we look around..then buy bubble tea...then sergina go which left only me and wendy..we buy mcdonalds...she say i got a perfect unhealthy lifestyle...that is so not true! i exercise my fingers by playing comp and ps2...then when i wash my hands, this guy try to disturd me...ask me hello, whats your name, want go out?? T.T what is wrong with you malay guys nowadays??!!! hello, hello, hello my ass! AS IF!!!!! I can puke lah....

Went home, notice a receipt stuck on my flip flops....try to rubb it of. the when at interchange got free from the receipt....in ur face receipt!!! then saw some unitians....reached home...some group of guys playing skateboard downstairs....i feel like joining along...i love the sound of skateboard slamming onto the floor...its really interesting...seriously!




Hoho!!! Sunday came back from malaysia after a barberque at my cousin's kampong. like OMG! so nice.... we reached there at night. but before that, the road! It was like a horrifying journey,

-dad sudden break twice
-overtake 15 times
-sudden turn 3times
-mat rempit almost got hit 2 times

I can get trauma like this sia...but very fun lah...my dad pro driver. he oso can drive lorry, van and ride motor. except we only have 2motorcycle and one car....ahme..bragging.

Anyhoo, we reached there at night, then i quickly change clothes and join my other singapore cousins go barbeque....lol. fun. the suddenly, the fire went wild and we all were running away budden idiotically stand there and scream....but i stop half way... Notice the sky got 50++ stars..so pretty!!! Saw ashooting star...then got this cute kitten at the back of the kampong...blue eyes...omg!!! after that we went inside the house and played soccer....i mean the ps2 one lah...i got tired and find a place to sleep...now, the night time....

My eyes were like open all the way...all my uncle and aunties were snoring so loudly...and i was like stuck in the middle...the whole night i was staring at the ceiling counting the lizards...just when i was starting to fall asleep, it was morning....damn. then i quickly race for te toilet not caring who i stepped on. after i finish bathing, me and my uncle and his wife which is my auntie went to the pasar/market...So odd guys giving me odd faces.....bleck!!! ew! ew!

After that played soccer with my cousins when got home....eat breakfast and then, like my auntie says "the monkeys(me and cousin) all fell asleep already" LOL. I monkey meh??? and almost all of my cousin are boys...so i got not choice....

Then we have to go back. Boo! but before that we past by this KipMart. which sells a lot of CD....so me and my father so called went shopping....then we saw this malaysian singer called "JayJay" Then i accidentally talk out loud " who the hell is he seh?" he look at me...omg,omg!! then i hide...when i turn around, i saw this guy about my age or older....ooooohh......interesting...he smile...i was like erm...and look away...rude huh? then we head home....lost our way, then found our way...then go back to singapore...omg! its so nice to be home.... :))

But overall, i can see the different phace of life...in the kampong, time goes by so slowly but in singapore, time is like a train...whoa....

Monday, June 15, 2009

very to blog...nothing to blog about...

Saturday:
-car got hit by a newly licenced driver (just pass for one week)
-me inside
-pain,pain
-nothing serious
-car got bigbig damage T.T poor car
-went to geylang
-then went to courts MEGAstore
-so tired
-went home

Sunday:
-woke up veh early
-bathe in cold water
-went to cousin's house
-parent's left us while they and my cousin's parent went to wedding at johor
-left home with the two guys
-look at scary pics & movies
-after that watch them play xbox 360
-fell asleep
-interrupted
-woke up
-they go shop while i continue sleeping
-play comp
-play xbox 360
-play sims 2
-eat,eat
-went home

So tiredd....blah,blah. Emo-ing. Just discovered a new song yesterday, its by jordin sparks. Got this cravings for bubble tea and durian...and now, sushi...wait, now tom yam. Lalala~ dumdimdum. waiting for jannah to call.
JANNAH!!!!! CALL ME!!!!! ME AND AMALINA ARE WAITING!!!!

Miss school. can't wait for camp FEAST. haha. just can't wait. and oso can't wait for the arrival of my new GUITAR~~~

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Next To You-Jordin Sparks

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping

You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you


OMG! this song is so nice. Must listen hor. relates a lot to me. haiz...anyway, just came back frm couz's house...will elaborate tomorrow

Thinking of you


Forget about Chris Pine. Kim Bum is like way hotter then him. Plus, his asian!!! OMG! the face is so freaking cute!!! agree?? Anw, I first saw him in Boys over flowers. like omg, the others are so freaking ugly except Lee Min-ho, if he does not have curly hair and Kim Bum, which is like a jaw dropper. I think sabrina oso know him cause her display name also put "ILOVEKIMBUM". LOL. But i obviously love him more....arh!!!!! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM! KIM BUM!

Anyway, i got the other part of the quiz i told you about. if you wanna do it then go ahead!!!!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Gotta go my own way-HSM2 ( Lol. No I don't )

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Misery Business-Paramore (Erm??? )

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I caught Myself-Paramore ( What??!!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta ( True. True )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Can I Have This Dance-HSM3 (Lol. I do wanna have that dance)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Know You Enemy-Green Day ( Kinda true)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Stuck With Each Other-Shontelle ft Akon ( Oww~how sweet)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Desperate-David Archuleta ( That is so wrong! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
No boundaries-Kris Allen ( In fact, keep thinking bout the lyrics)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Believe In Me-Demi Lovato ( Isn't it suppose to be 4?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Circus-Britney Spears( Haha! They are like circus ppl )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
You Belong with Me-Taylor Swift ( True...in some sort of ways)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hot N Cold-Katy Perry( Erm, No Link. )

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Hate This Part-Pussycat Dolls( Yah lor!!! Make me shy everytime)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Kissed A Girl-Katy Perry (Hope The Groom Don't Mind It)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Just Dance-Lady Gaga (Wathefck?!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
La La Land-Demi Lovato ( I do have my very own la la land..but i still don't get it)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
With You-Chris Brown ( I fear you! Whoever you are)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET
Candles-Hey Monday ( huh?! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Fuck You-Lily Allen (OMG! Is it true??! )

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Thinking of you-Katy Perry (Alamak...so troublesome )

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I'M A SEXY PREP WITH A SEXY SMILE WHO ATE MY CRUSH BECAUSE I HAVE AMAZING BOOBS

1. Hat color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other=hot
[x] White = sexy





2. What kind of pants are you wearing?

[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[x] Jeans = prep
[ ] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict





3. What is your natural hair color?

[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[X] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass





4. Pick the month you were born on:

[x] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who banged
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with





5. Pick the day you were born on:

[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[x] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma





6. Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing

[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[X] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ] Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cunt

Whoa...try this out, LOL. Kinda funny. got it from my sister's notes in facebook. Theres another one...maybe next time i'll post it.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Just came back frm maths remedial for failures...Lol, my fren says i shud stop saying failures.
Anyway, FAILURES, FAILURES, FAILURES.

The next maths remedial change to thurs at library. whoppeeeeeeeeeeeee. my father sent me by motor to skool today. went to staffroom and got a "warm" greeting. ganesh, edmund and mardu go make fun of me..hahaha..so funny -.-" Freaks.
movin on, while doing maths, the boys stupidly open music out loud...crap them!
then the girls fight back by using earpiece to listen to music...hahaha!
then mr tan go thru chapter 2/3, he ask a question and i got the answer before i can say it out loud, my seniors go interupt. -.-"
Just when i was just about to show my brilliantness.

oh, oh, then mardu ask me wether need to bring thermometer for camp FEAST. then i give him a lame face and said" mesti ah, kan first day of skool" which means yah lah.....
then after b4 going home get sweets and chocolate for free. HAHAHA!!!! piranas attacking. oh yeah, even before that, miss matura come out with "the box" she gives us sweets like donating to us. then again we attack like piranas

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

OMG! OMG! ADAM LAMBERT IS GAY??!!! HE SAID HE HAD A CRUSH ON KRIS ALLEN???!!!

"Lambert also revealed a crush on Allen, who was his roommate for much of the two singers' run on "American Idol."

"He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type -- except that he has a wife," Lambert joked."

....doesn't surprise me....hahaha! hopefully his fans don't take it too hard...lol.


KRIS ALLEN RULES!...AND NOT GAY!

JAMIEL
JACK AND RAI
MISS TAN...Oooohhh
I look so freaking retarded


FREAKKK!!! i'm so freaking lazy to write this "thing". I dun know what the fck they call it. need 300-400. Argh...HML is like so troublesome. Anyway, decided to upload a few pics of the funfair.
Din took a lot of pics. actually a lot but lazy to upload. aiyayah...so tired T.T
Later friday got maths remedial with mr tan. then go meet amalina and jannah at lot 1 and watch them do project while i'll relax one corner...lol. holiday very busy lah...bought assesments. need bulk up on maths!!! If fail again..dunno if my parents will let me buy guitar. budden i lazy to do. its like so complicated. got a lot of numbers in the book. ERRGH!

Did some research on tattoo for the "thing" i shud be completing last week. They say " don't tattoo over a mole as it may be hard for doctor to detect cancerous moles" like, gross...
Watch "Anugerah" yesterday, i'm not a big fan of malay shows but lol. funny. by funny i mean, lol, their voices are out of pitch. o.O then they showed some clips of ppl that din make it thru the audition. Currrently rotting away. listening to fck you-lily allen. the song is freaking awesome accept i can' sing it out loud. T.T speaking of songs, gonna add song into my blog.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

LOLOLOLOL! yesterday was fun but not as fun as i thought it would be but fun. Me and amalina bought a lot of lucky draw tickets. Get to see Jamiel perform. like, YAY! He wore the same T-shirt during the performance in live and loaded. anyway, before my shift i was like walking around with jannah and amalina like some bunch of lost and random girls. then we like sit down and eat. then buy a lot of food. after that got thirsty buy drinks. then jannah need go do shift while me and amalina prepare for the lucky draw.. btw, we found a $5 coupon which i spotted after we bought bubble tea. then my sis called, askin for farishia. so i look for her. then found her after that went back, found a lucky draw ticket on the floor. then we purposely dropped it on the floor and return it back. then blah blah....finish. oh yeah, two teachers and vice principal got dunk in the dunking machine. hehehe....so fun. principal dunk the vice principal.



Friday, June 5, 2009

the prettier ppl challenge:

JOYCE, YOU ARE PRETTIER THAN ME!!!

NO OBJECTION!!!!

BLAH BLAH! I WON'T LISTEN!

LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!

IF I'M PRETTIER THEN HOW COME YOU GOT STEAD FIRST HUH??!?!!!

LALALALALLALALLALALALLA!!!!JOYCEISPRETTIER!!!!!LALALLALLALALLA!!!!

okay, that was fun






Just came back from walking with segina, yong xin and wendy. So tiring. actually not so lah. only sit and do painting thing i don't know what its called. I sit there listen to music and emo while sergina and yong xin go paint. then met a few friends.

Before that we ate macs. and even before that got set up of stall. Except that we didn't do anything.

Almost all of 1/4 go watch dunking machine guys and go yew tee point there to buy bubble tea. whoa. they all like having fun. i feel like jumping down from 4th floor into the pool. When watching then me and wendy go buy bubble tea. lol. after that went back. walked past the canteen. I was like doubling my steps when i walked back to class budden wendy kept stopping and stoppin half way. -.-

Then Intan called. we talked for like half and hour plus...lol. ppl tot i toking to boyfriend. IF ONLY I HAD BOYFRIEND. lol? Can't wait for tomorrow! she coming to the fun fair. woots.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

I want my guitar now!!! I can't take it any longer. just now saw my seniors play guitar in skool and i was like freakin jealous. I saw not just one bring but like 2 brought guitar. ARGH! they are freaking taunting me. My patience is like running out. I myself make sure i ask my parents like everyday and randomly. EEESH! i keep on listening to acoustic version of music. and guess wat? they all have acoustic guitar in it...well, actually its obvious since its ACOUSTIC.

June Holidays got a lot of plans but very bored when we are at home. Nothing to do except play computer.If only i have a guitar...maybe like NOW! Still haven't finish my hml hmwk. I was like stuck and dunno wat to write. darn. Can't wait for tomorrow. Go out with amalina and jannah. but before that need set up stall which means theres only one day left!!! YaY! Like time flies so fast.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009




Omg! i suddenly fell in love with my skin! T.T I'm like addicted to ballerina's song.

Ballerina come and dance
with me
show me what you can be

It's like freaking nice! OMG! OMG!
Batrisyia featured me on her links. so honoured. T.T tears of joy!!!
Emo. anyway, i'm feeling high. that's why i'm typing randomly.
Friday go play playground with amalina and jannah
then eat ice-cream and then go barge in a certain someone's house.
Oh crap! I just remember i need to submit my HML hmwk.
Damn!!!

Monday, June 1, 2009


Freaking bored...
Emo-ing...
3rd post for the day...
Yay...
Listening to come back to me...
By Vanessa Hudgens...
Old song but still nice...

The Rockstar Lullaby - Ballerina



This song is so freaking awesome. I love it sia...The singer gonna perform at my skool during the funfair

UNITY SCHOOL FUNFAIR
6 JUNE
9AM-4PM

Damn. nothing to do. T.T Just read Naruto Manga 449. Like YAY! Kakashi is revived! The hot guy lives again! anyway, just came back from school cause got some matters with teacher. lol. then when came back to skool played with Simba hide and seek. So happy to see him active again after being sick. So emotional.

Why is it hard to forget you
Eventhough all you did was hurt me

Real Name: Nur Rafidah Bte Rahim
Nickname: Raf, Fidah, Rafi, Fainter??
Male Or Female: Female
Primary School: Concord Primary school
Secondary School: Unity Secondary School
JC/Poly: JC of course! Must beat my sister!
Hair Color: Black
Hair Long or Short: Quite long???
Loud Or Quiet: Loud
Swear or Jeans : Jeans
Phone Or Camera: Phone
HealthFreak: Erm...no.
Piercing : A pair of em
Been In Airplane: Never...sad rite?
Been in Relationship: Almost???
Been In Car Accident: Choi!
Been in A Fist Fight: I don't support violence!
First Piercing: K1
First BestFriend: Nadia( I remember her braces)
First Award: Most improved for primary one
First Crush : Cannot tell
First Vacation: Kelantan
Last Person I Talk: My mother
Last Person I Text: Amalina
Last Person(S) You Watch Movie With: My friends
Last Food You Ate: Fish Head Curry
Last Movie You Watch: DareDevil
Last Song Listen To: Taking back my love - enrique feat ciara
Last Thing You Bought: I bought a trip on a bumboat with that guy(oh god so handsome!!!)
Last Person You Hugged: Forgot.
Favourite Food: McSpicy
Favourite Drinks: Strawberry milk tea
Favourite Clothing: Hooded shirts
Favourite Book: I long time nvr read
Song: "Jiwang"-able songs
Flowers: Sakura
Colour: Black with striking colours like in my blogskin
Movie: Transformers
Phrase: OMG!
Subject: Art, Geography, NCC
Kissed In Snow: Never
Celebrate Halloween: Never
Have You Been Broken: Twice?
Someone Question yr sexual orientation: Slap 'em!!!
Came Out a Closet: No...
Gotten Pregnant: lol, no!
Got an Abortion: WTF! Never and never will!
Done Something You Regret: Letting someone go
Broke A Promise: Quite a few
Hide Secrets: Some lah!!!
Pretending to Be happy: Yeah.
Meet Someone Who Change You: YES!
Pretend To Be Sick: 3 times...
Left The Country: Duh!
Try Smth that you would never do: I always try things i haven't do. Its a must!
Cried over a small thing: No
Ran A Mile: Yeah...can die liao
When to A Beach With Best Friend: Yup.
Eating: Cheese fries
Drinking: Coke
Im Abt A Ton: I haven't even reached 50kg
Listening to: Crush on you
Plans For Tmr: Eat Macs with friends
Waiting For: Unity Fun Fair
Kids: Erm irritating but adorable!
Want To Get Married: Haven't satisfied with life yet!
Career In Mind: I dunno leh...
Your Lips Or Eyes : Eyes
Shorter or Taller: Stay the same heights
Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
Nice Stomach Or Arms: Both?
Sensitive or Loud: Loud.
Hook Up OR Relationship : Relationship lah!
Trouble Maker: No...sometimes
Ran From Home: Yeah! Late for something
Broken SomeOne's Heart: Never
Believe in Miracle: Only when i see it happe then yes
Believe in Love in First Sight: Not so sure
Are You Happy with Your Life: Not satisfied

If you wanna do this then go ahead...